Im SO happy. i took the first dose of testosterone yesterday and i cant wait to see changes! So far i only got one pimple on my cheek but i like to think its because of the hormones, so they mustve done something :P Until april imma have a smaller dose and then a normal one. Ahhh so excited and happy this is happening!! now its a matter of weeks, months until i have a deep voice or facial hair. T... » Continue Reading
I told you yesterday i spent some time (the whole night) lurking the web trying to find some cool patterns for backgrounds. I checked them in html, they should work, they all repeat. I modified some so they would repeat more smoothly (Just cropping and correcting little details) Its all public domain, so its free to use without credits. » Continue Reading
I am aromantic To be exact, i find the term "lithromantic" very accurate. Basically i can catch attraction towards someone only when i dont know that person very close and especially when i am certain that person doesnt like me back. When someone starts liking me back, my attraction fades away, i really cant explain wh » Continue Reading
I have been into satanism for quite some time. I first started considering it 2 years ago and i only started getting into it after i ended a relationship that i was at that time. There is no specified way of being a Satanist. There are theistic satanists or Luciferians, who believe in Satan or Lucifer as a God. However i feel like satanism is much more common in a philosophical, atheistic way most... » Continue Reading
I know what is happening around the globe is rather stressful. I feel it on a daily basis and it hits with a double power because my main value in life is peace and freedom. Besides from my loved ones, nothing matters more to me! For the last few years I have been asking myself the question how to achieve freedom and life peace. After all, there are fundamental obstacles for that such as simpl » Continue Reading
Yesterday i went iceskating with my college friend, it was so funnnn. And apparently, here are some things that i can do on ice now: i can go backwards pretty fast, do a doublespin, jump and land on one leg (Though not spin in the air, id die), and fall comically slowly. It was exhausting but i really feel so free on ice even if im not a pro. I guess id have to practise more not to have everything... » Continue Reading
Recently ive been thinking about my future more.. well.. soon ill have to begin my adult life but it seems so depressing!! Really? Im supposed to pay for a small house and go to work everyday? Hell naw. So i though i could have an online job and live in a camper. That would be an amazing life. I could be alone everyday and occasionally go wherever i want :D Of course, there are many many difficult... » Continue Reading
Aaaa jestem wykonczony... nie bylo najgorzej ale to kolejny dowod do mojej listy dlaczego niecierpie morza. Wkurza mnie taka tandeta nadmorska, naciąganie na kase, wykorzystywanie turystów ile wlezie. Morze samo w sobie jest fajne - oglądałem mewy, rybitwy (był i kormoran), pąkle i tażałem się w piachu.. chociaż na dłuższą metę stwierdzam, że piach przyklejający się do stóp nie jest przyjemny, tym... » Continue Reading
And i dont know if my czech is good enough. I mean yeah, of course i can understand more than any other polish person and i always translate everything for poeple lol. But my speaking is so shi... I really wish i could go to czechia again and spend some time with my friends, the language, culture and everything :( » Continue Reading