All alone right now. Darkness surrounds me. Except for this little screen, my only safe haven. Sometimes I wonder if any of my struggle is worth it. Every time things get better I get dragged back down to the abyss I crawled out from. » Continue Reading
All alone right now. Darkness surrounds me. Except for this little screen, my only safe haven. Sometimes I wonder if any of my struggle is worth it. Every time things get better I get dragged back down to the abyss I crawled out from. » Continue Reading
Me and my boyfriend got into a small fight about a week ago. He told me he doesn’t care about me, that he doesn’t care about anyone and thinks humans aren’t worth the trouble, yet he said he loves me. His profile on Discord no longer has a PFP and it has a listing of a death date.. Lord help me… » Continue Reading
Been a bit, took some time but I finally bought a Hemenachoppah in BRM5. I also got banned for posting a meme that was too funny to some guy insulting random femboys in a discord server so.. Fun! » Continue Reading
Started a new game called Wartales on Xbox Gamepass. It is pretty fun so far. I started as a group of deserting soldiers and am specializing one of them into blacksmithing. Started reading All Quiet On The Western Front for school, I already watched the movie and I enjoyed it so I figure that I’d enjoy the book as well. » Continue Reading
Basically, I gave access to my account to my friend to send out blogs and change my profile WHEN it was confirmed whether or not I had Lymphoma. I’ve been running around getting tests and it turns out my increased lymph node cells is from a medication I was taking, luckily. I am so sorry for the confusion. I haven’t had time to fix this mistake due to me panicking and only figured out about it tod... » Continue Reading
I have chemo in a few months. My family has been doing everything they can to try and get me into the hospital as soon as possible. Last thing I ever expected to come from my fasting blood work was stage 1 lymphoma, maybe this will finally give me time to look back on things. To anyone who is reading, thank you, and have a wonderful week. » Continue Reading
It’s like no matter what I do and no matter how hard I try I fuck everything up. I don’t want to be a victim anymore but the world doesn’t stop fucking me over. I have little life left. Most of the life I lived was wasted on a boy who would throw me under the bus the second someone else comes along. I regret everything, I wish I never met him. Seth, if you are for some reason reading this, get the... » Continue Reading