"trapped in the wired"
dubious existence
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Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
especially having to deal with mythology, the supernatural and paranormal. i HATE true crime and i think there's something horrible about turning real life traumatic events i to spectacle. don't even get me started on the people that do their makeup or EAT while talking about crime cases. just gross. anyway i mention it because it often gets lumped with horror and i think they're not only differen... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
i am really embarrassed by being gay honestly. not in the way you may think - i'm not afraid of being seen as gay (the th0ngs & necklaces should make that obvious) but i am very scared of talking to men and expressing interest and even afraid of other gay men and how they might judge me. i've always felt as if i didn't belong anywhere and when i was younger it was easy to think it was because of b... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
there is no need to hide or wear an umbrella. there is no need to look for power. anonymity, being forgotten - these are being exerted above me at all times. a black cloud smoking above my head, keeping others away and obscuring their memory of me til it entirely dissipates. black cloud protecting from the worst, yet hurting me by keeping me alone. to float above you, still unable to be reached bu... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
you never learned my name. you don't really have any idea who i am. and something tells me even if i posted pictures of myself, you never cared to save them. no, that might be it. i'll always know how to find you. i'll know what you're into in years time. you won't remember me but if you do, how would you ever find me? watching from above as a bird, as an angel. » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
for a while now, at least 2 years i've felt so strangely about being attracted to anyone. somewhat scared, somewhat confused about who i should even be looking at. i never want to risk going after who doesn't reciprocate. i'm not even able to, unless a guy comes up to me and is only direct but only intense and consistent, i'll just assume i'm not his type and as childish as it may sound i do need ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
what exactly is it that i need? what is it that i want? i haven't honestly asked myself that in a while. all of my goals have felt so far that i haven't stopped to think how they could be achievable. but what if they are? where do i stand and where do i want to go? i want to be an artist. i want to live alone and live for myself. i want freedom. i ant the flow of things to feel natural and to wor... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
it keeps repeating. same bad habits and so much wasted time and i'm still unsure how to proceed. yet still, something tells me it's going to change. i'm not sure what, maybe just a change in attitude but i think something's gonna give. on a simpler note i'm considering not doing anything to my hair anymore. i've been bleaching for so long and as much as i like it, not only is my hair damaged from ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i've been keeping more and more to myself. texts that would've been sent, posts that would've been made, attempts....i've kept it all inside & hidden and so far, it always makes me feel better. the risk isn't worth the shame of the attempt. the wait is worth more. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
(more gay ranting) frankly one of my least favorites things is when guys act shy or they apologize in advance. like "sorry, i don't meant to make you uncomfortable" like why not? it's my belief that when you're truly attracted to someone you don't make those kinds of comments. i think everyone has had that one person they stopped at nothing to try and talk to, even if it was delusional in hindsigh... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
my favorite songs currently (some i liked for a while and some new) i love when songs sounds magical in a fairytale way Grimes - Life in the Vivid Dream - World Princess - Heartbeats - Nightmusic - Saturn Princess - Crystal Ball - Flesh Without Blood - Pin Britney Spears - And Then We Kiss -... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
maybe i have a warped sense of love. people say you should be mature and communicate. but there are so many instances of instinctual bonds. how many examples can you think of when someone didn't have to say anything but you could tell what they thought? of course, you first have to know them for a while - but you'll only learn to pick up on their clues or patterns if you really care about them. it... » Continue Reading
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Category: Web, HTML, Tech
i really hope spacehey sticks around, i've only started using it and it's the only thing i find really does what i've always wanted from social media. the whole concept of everything needing to be short, catchy & attention grabbing so people don't scroll past it has always annoyed me. i don't want to show up on someone's feed, i want them to come up to me only if they care to read what i have to s... » Continue Reading
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