"trapped in the wired"
dubious existence
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Category: Romance and Relationships
frankly i have this unshakeable wish to be chased. stalked even, to be a little scared because someone knows more about me than i thought they would. but it's never going to happen. i am the stalker in question, i am the wolf. i know more than i let on. i seek whatever i don't know and always find out. i want what i can't have, in part because i'm just not all that - and also because i'm simply to... » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
i'll be honest, i've been replaying the same britney & lana music and older stuff like kate bush & the cure for years but i've been really liking recent music releases and i love that i can enjoy stuff in real time after years of not liking what was out there. here's some favs: - pinkpantheress: turn it up tonight stateside ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
deep down i know nobody cares. 2 years ago that made me sad. now, i'm grateful. there is peace and a feeling of safety in knowing that no one's checking for me and nobody cares to look, dig or remember. i'm not the type of person people connect with - i'm just sort of there. decorative. i've always felt less like a person, more like a lamp. but i'm glad about it. it suits me just fine to be forgot... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
you know nothing and you don't get it and soon i will disappear before you. where did i go? where will you find me? you don't know, do you? but it's not malicious. i need my own space. see you. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
the walkback, the realization. i'm cooling and taking the right path. cool headed. i know what to do and how. it will all work out. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
and it'll always depend on other people. especially people who tell me they like me. i'd rather they didn't. because the thing is, i'll always measure and compare how much more they like someone else. there is always a list in front of me. people who don't need to ask because my supposed friends or admirers just tend to them naturally. i'm always in the back burner, a secret. i ignore it, because ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i'm just not stronger than destiny, i can't pull more than the universe lets on. what good is anything good i do if i'm simply not in the right place and i don't know the right people? doesn't matter i feel more attractive than i ever did before, doesn't matter i know how to use my creativity and my narratives makes sense - my drawings look how i used to see them in my head. it simply doesn't mat... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
but i don't really. i think you're lame. so long since we've talked and i haven't really cared. but every now and then i find myself missing that time. i miss the reality of those moments, i miss your weight over me. the physical aspect - nothing has touched me in so long and for a short bit, you were mine in my hands. i know better and it's not a need. but sometimes... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
what i should truly be doing. what have i been doing? i don't care, it was sorta fun but it's run out. need to get back on track. art, poems, stories - print. i need to retrace my steps to be the creative i really am. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
all i want in life is peace. to sleep long hours and only wake up for myself. i don't want friends. friends are people you have to explain yourself to. i only want a lovely boyfriend who would die for me but is also his own person, and that's it. they are small maybe childish goals and yet it's all i want. » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
christmas has never not felt bittersweet to me. i don't think there's been any i've truly enjoyed. still, i recognize the beauty of the holiday and i enjoy it for what it is. i hope next year i do get to enjoy it in my own way. some songs i like to listen to lately: - Kate Bush, December Will Be magic again Wuthering Heights - Minnie Riperton, Loving you - Santo & Johnny, Sleepwa... » Continue Reading
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