a few minutes ago I couldn't stop crying. I remembered a few things from my childhood, but I don't know much about it. but I could see the times when I was so happy, had plans for growing up, and had so much confidence in myself. I looked back, I don't know what happened to me, I don't know how I wound up here. so many parts are missing, I can't seem to piece them together to remember. I feel like... » Continue Reading
every day feels like a recurring dream, I feel as though everything that I am experiencing at the moment has already happened, It's as if time isn't linear anymore, everything is simply happening all at once. no matter how "awake" or sleep-deprived I am, I still feel as if things are not real, they're just sequences waiting to happen and I am aware of it. this is the first blog I've written, comp... » Continue Reading