Memories

a few minutes ago I couldn't stop crying.
I remembered a few things from my childhood, but I don't know much about it. but I could see the times when I was so happy, had plans for growing up, and had so much confidence in myself.
I looked back, I don't know what happened to me, I don't know how I wound up here.
so many parts are missing, I can't seem to piece them together to remember.

I feel like a child in an adult's body.
I wish I could talk to my younger self, I really wish he could tell me his hopes again.
I hope I can find myself, my real self, just for one more time.

18:39

05/06/2024