"Trying to live"
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To everyone else, my parents are very good people. They are nice people at first glance, but they are not. I can’t understand how I feel about them because they caused me a lot of pain. Both physically and mentally. I used to be afraid of them, but now I don’t even know. It's hard. I don't know how much longer I can stand it. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
To everyone else, my parents are very good people. They are nice people at first glance, but they are not. I can’t understand how I feel about them because they caused me a lot of pain. Both physically and mentally. I used to be afraid of them, but now I don’t even know. It's hard. I don't know how much longer I can stand it. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Why is it so hard to understand yourself? Why is it difficult to distinguish love from simple affection? I don't understand how many emotions feel. I often get angry and laugh and cry. However, if I need to go deeper than this, then I am a complete stranger to myself. I want to know the real me and not the image I invent. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
You know, sometimes you sit and realize that you are you. It's a strange feeling when you always see yourself in your head from a second perspective. It can be hard for me to accept that I am here and now. The fact that I exist at all. It’s even more difficult with other people whom you think of as NPCs. It's like they don't exist until you look at them. It's too hard to accept. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I'm drowning more and more unable to accept reality. I live several lives at the same time and the fact that this is unrealistically killing me. They are all di » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Loneliness eats me up from the inside. I want to be in first place for someone, to be important, but in the end they don’t need me. Even among those closest to me, I am lonely. It's already hard to convince yourself otherwise. I just want to be happy with someone but I still end up alone. » Continue Reading
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