For starters, i haven't received any bad news in the mail from my music distributors, either that means my video or audio visualizer passed the vevo standards, or they haven't really reviewed it yet. I'm a little nervous because if it does get published and gain millions of traction, hoping it doesn't. That means I'd be the laughing stock, or in another case scenario, it would be seen as mediocre ... » Continue Reading
Okayy, soo obviously I've been unhappy with my life.. and the lack of friends, and sudden anhedonias.. but I found a strange solution to my problem.. lets play that game again "half vérité half mensonge" I plan to create a narrative, not narrative.... but a semi-autobiography, like... in another universe, this is my name, this is how my day went, this is what I achieve in the day, this is my new f... » Continue Reading
i'm not really happy with my life, i had missed chances, like in the choir, i wanted to sing but my parents didn't let me, and i keep spiralling down in depression because i'm a mediocre singer.. you can say that i can do whistle tones, runs and riffs and i can belt, but i feel like its not enough, specially, i couldn't incorporate them in my songs without it being unbearable to hear.. hell even i... » Continue Reading
i can't go to camp and be one of the counselors there, bc they think i'm a threat to the kids..... im not, im a threat to myself i told ppl i was abused, and now they want his liscense revoked, even though i don't want any action done i don't want ppl to follow me bc they think i'm hot or bc i do these fetish type of content, its demeaning, why can't people just like me for me, my crude humor or h... » Continue Reading
I ate a human today... I avoided eating the brain, no matter how tempted I am.. I don't want to get the Kuru disease, and unpopular note, which is why I advise everyone to read more.. eating a brain does not make you more smarter, similarly to how the belief of eating the pages of a book will make you memorise things or digest more information faster.. it doesn't improve your supression for inhibi... » Continue Reading