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just some thoughts that need to be manifested

Category: Life

I always believe or feel that I am meant for a tragic death, that my life is somewhat in always verge of disappearing. And even though I am not suicidal anymore. I am certain that I will kill myself and not even for the purpose of suicide itself but a finale for a performance art. Because all throughout of my life, was I ever real to myself.   “One day, I will leave, and you’ll never see me aga » Continue Reading

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Existential Dread: Caused by the realization of The Hedonic Treadmill

Category: Life

Wow I cannot believe how I'm so hopeless with everything. I hate capitalism, yet I thrive in it. I just realize a lot of people from my age hhahaha is fucking depressed. I cannot believe how capitalism made me hate myself so much, how it made me despise the circumstances that I was born in, and how it tries to say that this is my all fault. I don't want to hate my life, my parents just because I c... » Continue Reading

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