Ennui a feeling of utter weariness and discontent resulting from satiety or lack of interest; boredom. I do nothing often. But by nothing, I mean I play video games. And sometimes I am ashamed of it. Sure, there is some value in teamwork, maybe even in the stories. But HOW would that ever make me productive and useful to something or someone? I don't think there's a true topic or premise in this b... » Continue Reading
Mundane-ness. Oh, I live it every day. And I know it's not entirely my fault - some things cannot be helped. I can't drive anywhere... yet. I don't have friends near me since we moved... yet, and I spend a lot of time inside my room not really becoming much of anything. It is a little sad. Sometimes I think, should I try something new? but I feel I don't respect something if I am forcing myself t... » Continue Reading