I'm honestly just so tired of myself. I don't know how to create friendships, nor do I know how to keep them. I keep messing up and it's honestly just exhausting. What's "friendship" even supposed to mean. I don't get it. » Continue Reading
I've been wondering about the meaning of life. Actually, just life itself. My life. I don't want to study, study more, work, retire (If I even live that long), and die. I feel like, something as special and rare in this universe, should have more to it, than just this. it feels wrong, for life to be so little. it feels so wrong. x3 » Continue Reading