I had been planning to buy a lighter for the past few days, then the day before I was planning to go buy one I found one just sitting on the side of the road. One of the cheap ones, sure, but it was undamaged and nearly full still, a great find. I kept it, and didn't do much, burned some leaves and that's about it. Later that day, I found a nearly empty spray paint can. I used up the rest under... » Continue Reading
I really should start writing again. I don't mean just putting words down, but creating art. Answering questions, doing assignments, and messaging my friends doesn't count. I used to string the words in my head together into poems, and I painted my thoughts out into stories. Maybe its just an excuse, but it has become extremely difficult to get myself to do that again. Ever since the death of my b... » Continue Reading
TW: Self Harm I know no one reads these but whatever. I'm pissed off about, well, everything right now. I'm over a year clean now, but considering the rampant mental instability that I've had it isn't really fitting. I think everyone is surprised I haven't relapsed by now, including me. Well, I probably will tonight. Everything feels like it's gone sucky, and I don't care enough anymore to stop my... » Continue Reading