It's currently 4:36 in the morning, and if you know me at all you'd know that I have a strict bedtime of 9:30. It's not forced or anything, I just genuinely can't survive if I stay up past 10 or so... And that's what bring us here to this once in a life time event where I manage to pull an all nighter. Don't get it twisted though, I'd much rather be in bed and snuggled up with my cat with TheBurnt... » Continue Reading
Typically I have some big daunting question that keeps me up at night, makes the tips of my fingers itch to get the words out onto something other then the torn up canvas in my brain. Tonight all I can seem to think about is what happens when i'm not around, when I leave my friends together and they laugh and chuckle and make group chats talking about hw much fun they had together.. without me. It... » Continue Reading
I haven't written on here in about a year.. and there's this ache down deep in my bones. an ache I can't seem to shake no matter how much I throw myself into other things. I haven't written in months unless it was for school, my guitars have collected a thick layer of dust, and my circle of friends seems to be shirking along with my patience for others my age. Now i'm sitting here looking down at ... » Continue Reading
I know that coming on here once again to divulge personal information is kind of stupid, and it's not like people will honestly care. So anyways here it goes, I don't think anyone could ever actually like me. I mean you see all these ads of pretty blonde girls running around on the beach with their skimpy bikinis and perfectly slim skinny bodies as they eat whatever the fuck they want. They have p... » Continue Reading
Do I know that this could be brought up against me in the court of law? yes. Do I understand that any future employer of mine could potentially access this? also yes. But i'm gonna say it anyways. So It was new years day, I was lighting fireworks and after it was all said and done i threw them away (Life lesson always dunk them in water for a day or two before throwing them out). A few friends and... » Continue Reading