02/03/25 I HAVENT POSTED A BLOG IN A LONG ASS TIME, MOSTLY BECAUSE IVE BEEN SO BUSY!! okay so I have been doing amazing lately, I dunno what changed but i just feel so like, life's gonna be okay like I haven't felt so great in about 10 years, and I know I will have my downs again but I think knowing I can feel this good helps me know I will get past them when they happen, I'll just deal with the ... » Continue Reading
09/01/25 i think today will be good based on how its going so far, i got up and dressed and ate a lil somethin nice (even if it wasnt a real breakfast), even if i didnt sleep well i feel good too, though that might be the delusions kicking in LOL i cant wait to spend the day with my friend :) she is coming over after school!! much excited for that, i havent seen her since before christmas so its w... » Continue Reading
08/01/25 Man sleeping is so hard to do, either I sleep way too much or none at all for days, I have suffered with insomnia for years but it's just getting worse and harder to deal with. It also makes having the motivation to look for a job next to nothing, because, how am I supposed to work if I can't even fix a sleep schedule :( Anyone else have struggles with sleep?? Hope everyone is having a ... » Continue Reading
07/01/25 Oh my GOD can we have a moment of silence for ai art generators?? (NOT!!) apparently the internet got so flooded with ai art it started consuming itself after artists started using ai disturbance stuff so all its improvements are going backwards, and i know thats sad because it means the tech is essentially cannibalizing itself but at the same time, WOO, STOP AI ART!!! if you want art, PA... » Continue Reading