HAPPY HAPPY!!

02/03/25 

I HAVENT POSTED A BLOG IN A LONG ASS TIME, MOSTLY BECAUSE IVE BEEN SO BUSY!!

okay so I have been doing amazing lately, I dunno what changed but i just feel so like, life's gonna be okay
like I haven't felt so great in about 10 years, and I know I will have my downs again but I think knowing I can feel this good helps me know I will get past them when they happen, I'll just deal with the bumpy slide as we go yknow?? 

I love my fiancé, I'm reconnecting with family, I'd say I'm even bettering friendships
I have new ambitions and i finally enjoy things I used to again, I really didn't get to live my teenage years due to my battle with depression, and stuff got really bad for a while I wont lie, but if anyone younger is reading this by any chance;

it does get better, it takes time, one day it'll all just seem like a bad dream, I promise you that much, I couldn't see the light or a way out, and you won't, but you will get there. life is too short to struggle with your head, just do what you want, make something of yourself or don't. Don't live up to anyone else's expectations, fuck dont even live up to your own, just be comfortable.
Thats all that matters really.

just because you're growing up doesn't mean you cant be happy, if you like that childish thing fuckin do it, go to the park, get yourself a lil treat after dinner, you're not exempted from those things, and to anyone who thinks you need therapy to get better, nah, that crap never worked for me, you'll find something else that works, therapy is not the be all and end all that everyone makes it out to be, it is not for everyone.

look after yourself loves, just waking up to see another day is so hard sometimes and you should be proud you're still here to do that much <3

lots of love from the swamps 

- moss