dissociation is a terrible thing to go through, and when it's a daily occurrence, it feels like your life no longer belongs to you. every day i experience this, i feel like a ghost wandering around, i feel disconnected from this world and disconnected from my own body. everything feels unreal, everywhere i go, it feels like a simulation, every person i interact with, it feels like they don't actu... » Continue Reading
over a year ago, i almost killed myself. i was going through something really tough in my life (will not go into detail about it) and i ended up in a hotel on the highest floor. at some point everything sunk in for me and i sat on the edge of the window, i had so many methods to end it then and there, but i never went through with it, i don't remember why. i guess i got distracted by my friend's t... » Continue Reading