I'm still where I was at a month or so ago I expected that much but it's a shame Since I'm still in contact with the only many who I feel heard by I doubt I'll do anything relating to my death until after I see him Which will be after my birthday in the same month I don't know It's draining, Christmas was not any better I changed schools due to the constant harassment but it doesn't feel any bet... » Continue Reading
Honestly I don't know what to do or who to ask for help anymore My life has only been going downhill since I could remember anything But especially worse these past three years I've had my ups and downs, I've lived through a lot A lot more than I should've But it's only made me realize What is the point? I've spent my entire life barely surviving for what? I have no goal. I don't want to be alive... » Continue Reading