Hey guys its me, back at it again with my second journal entry. I'm currently in school and because I forgot to take my meds this morning I'm all kinds of fucked up. I just got back from my trip to Italy after 8 days and I think the jet lag is getting to me tbh. Recently my paranoia and anxiety has been getting worse and I have no fucking idea what t do about it. I keep trying to look up otc meds ... » Continue Reading
I think I'm gonna start keeping these blogs as kinda like a diary for me, here is my first entry. Does anyone else's parents like not trust you for no reason? Yeah well same here. I'm literally so over it like my mom thinks I'm a druggie loser like WHAT??/?//?? I SMOKED WEED LIKE TWICE OR SUMTHNG!!1!!11 I had my boyfriend and my friend over yesterday, we were all just watching marvel movies and wh... » Continue Reading
2day I called my buddy and while we were talking I found one of my pills laying on my bed and I was like "yo should I snort dis???" n he was like "totally duuuudeee that would be radddd" so I snorted it and it hit me like a fucking BUS. IT HIT SO HARD AND SO FAST IT WAS AWESOME LET AWFUL. The aftermath is whats fvcking me up (╥﹏╥) Someone help my nose hurts so bad. » Continue Reading
I’m so fucking done. All grown men are predators, there I said it. Every guy I’ve ever talked who’s remotely older then me as soon as they figure out I’m biologically female they don’t just want to play video games with me anymore, they just want to fuck me. Cisgender men are my biggest fear. It’s gotten to the point where if a man gets within 3 feet of me my body goes into fight or flight mode. W... » Continue Reading
dude I wish emo people lived near me :[[[ I want friendz sooooo badlyyyy. Like, do NJ emoz even exist anymore? I swear they all just vanished after 2012 (T__T) Same for all the cute emo boys!!! I swear Johnnie Gilbert is like the last man standing. Anyway, if ur in NJ hmu :3 I need ppl 2 hangout with (plz :,>) » Continue Reading