very simply, i love him. he loves me too. he really loves me, i can feel it. people have told me that they love me before but i never really felt it. i blamed it on not understanding the way they love, that everyone loves differently and who am i to say they don’t love me simply because i can’t feel it in the way i want to feel it? how selfish could i possibly be? but never once have i felt that... » Continue Reading
i really love someone. and i thought that i knew what love was, i was so sure i wasn’t meant for it and it wasn’t meant for me. i don’t think i could have been more wrong. and now that i really love someone, i can see him everywhere and in everything and it makes me love the whole world. this is what being in love is. i’m drowning in a sea of it, i’ve let myself succumb to it. and i’ve never... » Continue Reading
i miss my brother a lot. he took care of me when i was a kid and he’s like my dad, but i never really see him anymore. the last time i saw him was near my birthday a few months ago. he came and surprised me and i gave him a hug, which is a big thing for me since i don't usually touch people. i miss him and i wish i could hug him again. i could reach out and talk to him any time i wanted but i feel... » Continue Reading
i’m very bad with engaging in conversations. i always have been, i don't think its something that i can fix. but i really wish i could tell people what i'm thinking about, i wish i could say anything. » Continue Reading