Hello Spacehey. I've been gone for a solid two months. A lot of things have been happening to me late September. The whole month of October got me bummed out and out of commission. It seemed like my esteem and mental health really needed a wash. I blame it mostly on seeing how everything changed around me such as the weather. It was me and my close circle slowly sinking into seasonal depression. l... » Continue Reading
Today was a very calm day. No action at work, calm night, not so much coughing, everything was all right. Was still anxious a bit, slept through it. Had a bit 7 hour nap apparently. It feels good to sleep and wake up with your batteries all filled up! Missed most my day's free time, but at least I get to be up (((very))) early and to tinker w my own things! Not much events happened, but no news is... » Continue Reading
Anxiety has been with me all my life. I had some pretty nasty attacks as of the past few years. It's gotten nasty. For over a year, I've got over most of my worries, but I feel some sort of anxiety rising again out of nowhere. Some semblances of that fear and paranoia I had a year ago that was just unbearable. I've been hitting power naps to drown t » Continue Reading
Hi I woke up today with anxiety rushing to my head like blood flooding my brain. SOME EVENTS happened and left me to be paranoid and nervous all day. One buddy was present for me and helped me getting distracted all day. At some point, it came to me that next month is Halloween! I got very hyped and started to get ideas for events and contests to hold up on my Discord server. I got going to my dr... » Continue Reading
Today's Friday (Haven't went to bed yet, so for me, I'm still in yesterday land). I had a vision to plan out every Fridays as Drinking Nights on VRchat. A night to gather round w blokes and enjoy the end of a week, to dance it out and let loose. Today, that didn't happened. I didn't get on VR. A tad upsetting, but I feared me getting on, being the only one in the group drinking again and having to... » Continue Reading