[2023 - 12 - 7] Dusting off where I left off

Hello Spacehey. I've been gone for a solid two months. A lot of things have been happening to me late September. The whole month of October got me bummed out and out of commission. It seemed like my esteem and mental health really needed a wash. I blame it mostly on seeing how everything changed around me such as the weather. It was me and my close circle slowly sinking into seasonal depression. l Rather hard to pick yourself back up when everything around you seems to be going down.

I forced myself out to deliver events to my Discord server during the month of October with a lesser participation count than expected. It's a lot of work I've been putting into these events making sure everyone has something to do together for the month of October, and it felt mostly like me bugging people out to participate to my little games and drawing events. 

Luckily, December seems like a breath of fresh air. I'm stabilising myself back up and in charge of my own messes. 1 Christmas event got released, but I fear this might be the last event I put myself into before I fully reoperate my energy. It's so hard to put time into a contest or an event to see few feedbacks. To even hear "there was an event?" as if it all fell on deaf ears.

Of course, there's more to life and we move on. And so I did. I'm focusing on myself and I'm finding what I want to do on my spare time.

I've been meaning to invade my Spacehey profile once more and tweak little details making my profile ever more customised.
I've also been occupied with a few videogames such as Tower Unite, Fortnite and Lethal League. Kept my mind busy and amazed.

Hope I get to see you guys happy and full of energy once more :)

- ME43 ★