"Wanting to die all the time is exhausting"
TW :: Mental Illness . . . fourteen˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ she/he
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Category: SpaceHey
because ive been ignoring her she texted me if im mad at her but i dojnt know how to ... respond@ i dont want to respond. i want to act like nothing ever happned! i'll be ober this little phase in a few weeks anyway. is it that bad to not want to tezt in the gc that often? idk i just need to detox from everybody. does that make me a bad person? i want to fix my clingliness so i've decided to just ... » Continue Reading
Category: SpaceHey
i'd usually Rant on twitter but all my socials having somebody i know irl follwing it! i cant be myself on my social snaymore i cant be depressed i cant express myself anymore wihtout somebody potentially worrying about me i hate it i hate it i hate it cant i be depressed ???? did some stupid shit with my friend a few weeks ago and lwowkey it still fucked me up! we talked about it apologized an... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
Having a crush irl and actually being able to see him everysingle day makes me so happy.... and we have like 3 classes together jgjdfshjdhj ngl he looks so sad and upset all the time bcos of his resting face but when he smiles he is so........ dsjfjhgjfhshjreurhtrlaejnrejfrj hes sooooooooo cute » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i would go on a large talk ab how im loving highschool so far but im notin the mood » Continue Reading
Category: Life
playing games w my friends but im like so totally bummed out fren 1 : do u wanna play val? fren 2: yes! me : omg do yk what game u shld play... (to fren 2) fren 2 : eeehhh idkkki wanna let my anger out on competitive games me : oh well u can js play (the vn i want her to play) after val then :D fren 2 : oh but ill probably be asleep after that nd then we started bickering and that js bummed me out... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
hai guys hahahaha its been a long while but i realized that i never updated what happened between me and my (now) ex i broke up with him july 5th and we decided to be friends! but then all of a sudden he had some kinda problem w me and then like???? we js argued and i completely cut him off hahhaha » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
hey guys its been a while hasnt it? i wanted to update on the situation between my bf and i and i decided that im gonna breakup with him on july 15... i realized that i dont really like him romantically anymore! so it'll be best for the both of us to not pursure a romantic relationship any longer its not like ill cut him off... if anything i'd be more than happy for us to stay as friends but of c... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
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Category: Games
everytime i play a new visual novel or read a new manga/watch a new anime i always do my usual day dreaming ! i rarely imagine myself with a character (depending on how much im inlove with that chracter will determine if i imagine myself with them or not) but most of the time its my cute little oc thats with characters!!!! !! !@ !#R@#rbaoa"BEKR Tthinking abour it just makes me excited... but an... » Continue Reading
Category: Games
visual novels r mai fav ! today all i've been doing is playing this one visual novel i downloaded from itch.io ... i've been holding off on playing and promised myself to only play it during summer vacation and im glad i did that becuz this game has been so funn... will this picture work ? » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
everytime he tells me "i want to be with you forever" or "i want us to get married and live together" i feel a bad because i dont really think of the same things ? i do love him but when i think of relationships i like to think of the present, not the future. And saying things like wanting to be together f » Continue Reading
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