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i missed a few days sue me. ive felt...shit. im just- frustrated and tired and burnt out. i have to call the doctor then do paperwork and ont he 27th i have a meeting i think? its not super clear what it is. i need to clean but i just- i cant. my body aches even tho ive been resting and the laundry machines are full. i feel ugly and gross and awful. my hair is WRONG ive washed it but it feels gr... » Continue Reading
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ive discovered attention isnt enough for my supply. because it has to feel like they WANT to talk to me. my friends do a lot of not replying for hours even when online. they also just...dont care about a lot of the stuff im into right now. i research their interests so we can talk because i know it matters to them but they clearly dont wanna do the same for me. i even explain stuff to them in a w... » Continue Reading
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this one will be short my brain is mush. i got groceries- i cleaned and i played minecraft. i got a koro sensei figure and my joints really hurt my fingers ache what im watching : LITTLE WOMEN and Healthy Family Relationships im gonna probably just clean all day tommorow and on friday i might go out with a friend for a movie and to try those taco bell » Continue Reading
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i woke up at 9:30 even tho i stayed up till 2 AM. i did some cleaning ands took trash out-then i went to try and look at bookcases. im gonna have to get it online for sure now. i cleaned under my bed- replaced the bed frame and got the box spring boards fixed. i vaccumed under then had help putting it all back. so my beds super high up now and my small storage tub can fit under it just fine. :D i... » Continue Reading
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sooooo didnt sleep till 2 AM- slept till noon cause im at the tail end of a flare up unfortunately. eventually i went and did a grocery run with bio dad- and then when we came back it was around 2:30 PM- i was tired in the store since i hadnt had caffine and was light headed. blood sugar was off i guess since i hadnt eaten. when we came back he made dinner for everyone like usual and i started wa... » Continue Reading
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yall see that dream shit? oh my god- as a tommy fan i dodged myself a bullet fam. thank god i wasnt a dream fan. no offense to FORMER dream fans. yall must be goin thru it- u have since fuckin 2021 frankly. the rest of us r happy to take u in as long as ur not defendin the green boy. so uh- besides THAT. i didnt sleep last night i had horrible neck pain and a headache. i did end up puking at 1 AM... » Continue Reading
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so today i woke up late with a migraine. i slept most of the day and ate taco bell and snacked and just tried to relax. also i have to wait till 9 pm for my stickers to be delivered thats weird right? i live in Washington so its dark out n shit. stuffs closed its weird itll be here at 9 PM. i played some minecraft- just got stuff from a cherry grove and a mangrove swamp. and i got some dark oak w... » Continue Reading
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i have HPD- histrionic personality disorder. and i only have two friends who live within an hour from me and theyre both always busy- or at least they have stuff i know is more important than me like school or work. and they barely talk to me anymore. in fact even my other online friends seem so busy. whenever somethings wrong i get an "oof" most the time. i put in so much effort for all my close... » Continue Reading
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today was...ugh. i decided to try and rest because im burnt out. but ...everyone just kept asking me to do stuff and knocking on my door and just- i wanted to enjoy some peace but it didnt work so now im just more stressed and tired. i cant say anything else. i just- im mentally drained » Continue Reading
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guess what i did today? i cleaned again. shocking i know. we got the tubs out though! finally. still more laundry and more trash and bleh. went to the school- got my diploma, got taco bell for lunch. for dinner i made hamburger helper tomato basil, sweet potato fries, chicken crackers adn tartar sauce. with strawberry lemonade iced tea. i had SOME reflux but the vomit went back down so like im f... » Continue Reading
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today wasss...cleaning again. i got the drawers taken out but not the tubs. i did laundry and i got groceries handled. i am very drained but i havnt been able to nap at all. its just- been cleaning and wandering and annoying my pets honestly. i still have to shower and do some more cleaning unfortunately- i need to move stuff from one shelf to another and all my loose pads still need to be tras... » Continue Reading
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today was- eh. we looked at shelves and i cleaned more. i filled another tub up! and i did some laundry. i started packing a friends gift annnnddd the mouse returned. elsa [my cat] hasnt killed it yet but i hope she does. tommorow i'll keep cleaning- just all day till i cant anymore. i'll get more laundry done and take out trash. i need to take stuff off the walls and clean up my floor the best ... » Continue Reading
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