low attention supply- am i being paranoid?

ive discovered attention isnt enough for my supply. because it has to feel like they WANT to talk to me. my friends do a lot of not replying for hours even when online. they also just...dont care about a lot of the stuff im into right now. 

i research their interests so we can talk because i know it matters to them but they clearly dont wanna do the same for me. i even explain stuff to them in a way they can understand and engage with but they just...DONT. 

i know it sounds stupid and selfish and entitled but i just- i wanna talk to them about stuff we like and take turns but whenever its my turn they give short uninterested responses. 

they never ask how my day was [with one exception and thats only if ive vented in the server first] even tho i ask them how they AND THEIR PETS are regularly. 

am i just being clingy? ive known them about 3 years now. im just- frustrated and i dont know what im doing wrong. they insist they love me and like being with me but it doesnt feel like it. 

ill post art i worked hard on and no one reacts then nother will post their art shitpost and everyones talking about it. i dont understand. 

when others talk about their issues its a long conversation- with mine its "oof" "that sucks" ":(" 

am i just being paranoid?