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Category: Life

Why can't I go one day without getting hated on or told I need mental help??? Why is it everyone's job it constantly poke and remind me about every little thing wrong about me. Sorry I struggle to live up to your standards.  Sorry basic human function and hygiene is hard for me. I dont like being this way and I don't do it on purpose I just lack any motivation to get out of bed everyday and do som... » Continue Reading

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Category: Life

I just wish I could be nothing. Just a invisible orb of consciousness that can only see and hear can't feel or think on its own I hate having to identify as anything and hate being human I hate having to do anything or be responsible for anything I wish I didn't have to do anything and just be able to observe life as I wished being human is too tiring » Continue Reading

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I hate my brother (vent)

Category: Life

I wish he wouldn't constantly dehumanize me because I'm the not social norms. He's not cis or straight and he's neurodivergent so you would think he would at know how it feels and not continue that train of behavior and dehumanize me because I'm different as well. If he could have me sent to a hospital he would. Sorry I find comfort and a sense of belonging somewhere besides what you think is righ... » Continue Reading

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At home lobotomy??? /J 💀

Category: Life

Someone please take away my ability to think » Continue Reading

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ew body

Category: Life

I just want to be a consciousness, not a body, no physical form, just an invisible existence  » Continue Reading

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Sure

Category: Life

I just really wish I could read all day, no need for anything else, just be indulged in some good novel, I hate being a human, I wish I could just observer everyone else's lives and stories » Continue Reading

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ADHD sucks

Category: Life

I'm honestly at that point where I'm just about to give up on doing anything. I can't start a project or start doing anything besides sitting on my phone all day cause I lose interest the very next day and it's really really annoying. It doesn't matter how passionate or how much I like it at the time, I'm completely unwilling to do anything about it or even have a slight interest in it. It comes a... » Continue Reading

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Erg

Category: Life

I really hate specific parts of me, they gross me out, I really wish that I didn't need them and could just chop them off and taken them out of me. » Continue Reading

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humanity

Category: Life

I just feel so grossed out being a human. Not in a way that I'd rather be a whole different animal. In a way that just like existing and having the ability to feel. Idk how to describe it really. Though, Its not like I wanna die. I like being able to have feelings to enjoy certain things, but the fact that I have to be able to feel other things like that I'm me, that I'm this human being and not j... » Continue Reading

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