re: being a jaded little fuckface at this point i'm just ready to accept that my creativity is draining. a whole school year of binging monster every morning and delirium-induced shitty little videos, summer just kills all of that. i'm trying to fix my body, my sleep, most of what made me what i was during the school year. most of what made me a little fucking loser. i don't even mean what influen... » Continue Reading
i never really realized i was autistic for an extremely long time (15 years?), and that was due to 3 things: 1. not wanting to go to a therapist 2. everyone i knew being generally as eccentric as i was in personality 3. not going outside as much as i should've one good thing about being in a generation of extremely online individuals is that you can talk with them extensively about things online. ... » Continue Reading