idk its out my mind now its like feeling an intense feeling, in your head and in your heart its heavy but heavy like something is sitting on you, and youre a bit scared, its sinking and you know it well, but this time you just don't know how to get it out of you in words, its on the tip of your tongue though something is definitely bothering you, and you know what it is but maybe your digesting it... » Continue Reading
everything is always up or either down, nothing is just, balanced sometimes it feels like i have some control, but sometimes i feel like theres really nothing i can do. I dont like when i remember. It hits like bricks, and i dont know for how long ill have to have my heart sink all the way to my feet like this. It feels like itll never go away, ill never just not care, itll just distance itself f... » Continue Reading