Hey its not like I actually know anyone here and I don't want my friends to know I'm here, so initially this was supposed be a throwaway account for me to share embarrassing diary pages. Yet now i see myself coming back here again, and I changed the account a bit. I'm busy irl with new things coming at me all at once but like, last week my teacher just accused me of plagiarism or AI because I wrot... » Continue Reading
I wonder how you feel when I'm not available to chat with you, but whenever that happens to me, I feel deprived of something. Of course, you're a person of your own and you're busy with your life, I can understand that. I don't think my feelings can though :) I miss you, even though we spent hours last night talking together. I think I'm so childish for feeling this way, I really don't want you to... » Continue Reading
A year ago, we gained an interest in dressing up so we could look more like "girls". Well, It was a phase to look back to - the intentions were questionable, but what left of it is not necessarily bad... I kept your photo. I don't think I should, but I did. I think you looked pretty, and you don't take that many photos for me to keep. You looked pretty every time we hung out, but I couldn't keep a... » Continue Reading
It's weird to title this i miss her, given that I miss her a lot to just write one blog entry about it. I could spam it almost every second these days. I miss her, Everytime she doesn't read my texts. Without her, I miss her. With her, I fear the time I'll have to spend missing her. I feel like a creep for missing her so much. I feel unworthy of her friendship, her kindness and her presence someti... » Continue Reading
I asked about her. I wanted to know how she thinks about me or how it will go, I don't know. We blossom as friends, so I can't imagine how better would our relationship be, were I lucky enough to be able to hold her hands one day. Anyway, the general life reading was grim, with a strong emphasis on taking time for myself. Alongside the infamous "the tower" card, i e » Continue Reading