i wish I could go back to summer of 2023 and restart. i lost my best friend bc of my own dumb unsolved mental issues. I’ve realized after i have an avoidant attachment style and I feel like everyone is better off without me. i had a busy day once and ended up not able to respond to his messages, and he was the type to send so many messages, which I don’t hate but it kinda stresses me more about re... » Continue Reading
I don't think I'm anyone's best friend anymore :( my very first best friend sent me a few long paragraphs about how much he loves one of his friends and he thinks he found his platonic soulmate so ya that's his bsf now. I just accepted this and became closer to someone else who I considered my best friend but I'm pretty sure I'm not theirs anymore too T-T it looks like they enjoy talking to this o... » Continue Reading
lame ass vent ⚠️ honestly i feel like i dont have a place in anyones life. all myclosest firends have their own besties or lots of other closer friends and i dont feel important,not even in my family. ik im not the most important person to my siblings and ik when my mom thinks of the future, she doesnt think of any of her kids, just her and her bf. idk i feel like no one is scared of losing me and... » Continue Reading