Date: 3 february 2024 I spent the day talking to my brother then at 6 I met up with a friend and we went and ate at a sushi place. After that we went back to my place and played some games and talked. I had a lot of fun. I don't usually hang out with ppl after dinner. Now I got tea, pretty good day. - Elliot » Continue Reading
Date: 2 february 2024 I had school, then I got home and talked a bit to my online friend. It’s her birthday. Then my brother got home, he’ll stay till Monday. I watched Society of the snow with my friend and it was good. - Elliot » Continue Reading
Date: 1 february 2024 I opened up to my teacher abt my situation at home and she was really understanding. She let me skip my last two lessons and made me pancakes. Felt like a trap cs she was so nice to me. I also talked to my online friend when I got home, she made me forget a bit abt the bad stuff. - Elliot » Continue Reading
Date: 31 january 2024 I started watching "You" today. I have been thinking abt watching it for a while but I was scared that it was gonna be overhyped. I like it so far though. I did recommend it to my brother and then one episode later it's the kinkiest episode in a show I've seen so I kinda regret that now. - Elliot » Continue Reading
Date: 30 january 2024 After school I got a haircut and then my mom drove me home. At home I asked if she could try to refer to me as “he”. Then we had a fight cs she didn’t want to and wished I was “just gay” instead. We have swept it under the rug now, hopefully we won’t have another one soon. » Continue Reading
Date: 29 january 2024 I went to the doctor and left some blood samples, well a lot of blood samples. I started getting dizzy after filling the fourth tube with blood and by the fifth one I passed out. The doctor said I looked even more white than I usually do. I got taken to the emergency room and got to regain some color on my face before I left. » Continue Reading
Date: 28 january 2024 My dad went on a trip to my grandparents place for a couple of days but now he's back. I tried to study today but it didn't go too well. I was also thinking abt how much I hate that my brother is an alcoholic. And the worst part is I can't really tell anybody. Today wasn't the best. - Elliot » Continue Reading
Date: 27 january 2024 I hung out with a couple of my friends from school at one of their house's. We watched Baywatch, it was fun. I got home at around 17:00 and then I chilled before another one of my friends came over and we played minecraft til abt 22:00. Now I'm tired and will prolly go to bed soon, first I'll talk a bit to one of my online friends though. » Continue Reading
Date: 26 january 2024 I used to be really interested in social advocacy, then I got kinda tired of it. It became exhausting. But now I’m getting more into politics again and it’s been pretty fun so far. It’s also more fun cs I got some ppl to actually discuss it with. - Elliot » Continue Reading
Date: 25 january 2024 I think I'm getting better at spanish, which shouldn't come as a suprise I guess. I got spanish in school two times a week, I do duolingo lessons everyday and I speak to native spanish speakers. My teacher told me my accent in spanish was good. I thought it sounded awful but a win is a win. - Elliot » Continue Reading
Date: 24 january 2024 Something weird I’ve noticed is that I’ve been more embarrassed abt my autism recently. I do something and then afterwards I think “fuck that was autistic of me”. I think I’m slightly afraid that ppl will think I’m not aware of what I do, when I very much am. - Elliot » Continue Reading
Date: 23 january 2024 It was really exhausting being in school today. I spent most of today wishing I was at home. I can get really tired of ppl sometimes, even if they’re nice. Ppl at school always talk like they’re in the rush of their lives, it stresses me the hell out. - Elliot » Continue Reading