I'm going insane. I feel so lonely. There's no texts, calls, nicknames, inside jokes, real connections, no one I can comfortably go to anymore, no purpose, plans, outings, fun anymore in my life. Is this normal. I can't go on like this. How do I change this. I've tried fucking everything. » Continue Reading
I'm finding it really hard not to be a dramatic little kid anymore. Anytime anyone jokingly insults me I just want to run away like when I was 7 or something. I'm more than double her age now, I should've grown thicker skin by now, but I think something lagged for 2 years because I feel like everyone around me is way more mature. Maybe it was sitting in my room during the pandemic and not talking ... » Continue Reading
I really want this year to go better than last year. I was like a watering pot all throughout 2023 so it's fair to say I don't want that anymore. I don't even know why the so-called new year is the prime time to change bad habits & stuff. Whoever chose to put it in the dead of winter is a shithead (@gregory the 13th) and clearly has no ambitions. I wish it were april first or something, you know, ... » Continue Reading
Why did my parents choose to live in such a rainy country????? This is not the Miami beach life i strive to have. Instead I'm sitting at my desk, supposed to study physics. Summer is coming and I'm gonna fucking RUN with it when it arrives. I want to move to the mediterranean. » Continue Reading