"getting silly"
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Category: School, College, University
FUUUCK almost done with this semester! i have TWO fucking papers to do and then ill be done for until next year! As much as i hate taking my college work slowly in order to have a decent GPA, i am grateful i dont have to do like 5 papers at once like full time students but still oughh. i am excited to see my partner in March though.. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
ouhghh... excited for october YESSS i love october I saw my wonderful partner close to 2 months ago and I LVOED IT and i miss them so much and god i hope i can see them again in february if i save my money enough im slowly learning to give myself grace, as much as i dont want to because its easier to have a friendly face while still pushing people away. damn you therapy and loving friends making m... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Haven't been usin' this for a hot minute. Classes were beating my ass, BUT I passed them thank GOD. I now have roughly like.. three ish months of fuck all until fall semester. I MIGHT start using this again, idk.. Other than school, my life has been doing pretty decent. I've got a lovely partner and many acquaintances I chat with mostly on a daily basis? Or at least I try. I've been getting to u... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I wish so greatly to remove aspects of myself if I could. Parts that i am ashamed of. If I did would I be brought back? The answer is no. They say when you repent you are welcomed back, forgiven for your sins. But humans are not so gracious. The second you stray you are forever marked as a disgusting thing. I could tear myself apart, bleed so heavily, offer my very soul for repentance but the can... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
One thing that i can not stand about myself is the contrasting views i have about addressing my own wants and needs. I either am assertive and pushy or compliant and passive--no inbetween. The second i feel i am doing something 'wrong' i falter and immiediately dismiss things i bring up. It sucks because i want to talk and be around people and friends, but i cant get myself to speak out and clarif... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Gee, what purple prose bullshit will i spew today?? none. I'm tired. End of entry. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Such an odd feeling. To miss people I've never met. I feel that ache and that yearning. I want to go home. I don't know where that is. I think I knew the feeling once. Maybe I deluded myself to believe that. These people never existed but I feel every emotion one can to a loved one. The house light is on, I can see its warm glow. It might have been home, but it isn't mine anymore. I don't think i... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I'm not really sure how active ill be on here!! my blog entries will probably be sparse now until i feel another breakdown coming on and need somewhere to just yap. i also got a couch today! :) » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Barely remember yesterday! But I think it was okay! excited to start sewing again soon! i think I've said that already?? im not sure, but its nice to just do something. excited to drink this damn sprite in my fridge!! » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Spacehey user Prospit reporting for another blog entry!! I'm honestly super nervous about applying to a 4 year college!!! totally not ready for that ordeal for another two years! But I also want to live my life. I want to experience it. No one can do it but myself. I hate doing things on my own. But I have to manage! even if it is scary and stressful and i feel like throwing up every 2 seconds. ov... » Continue Reading
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