Probably nobody will read these, but should I give it a try to vlog and upload my videos to YouTube? I find myself to be not that interesting, but I like recording and talking about my life. I also want to do music, but I don't know how to start. What I have planned is singing lessons so I get better at it even tho ppl say I sing great already, just to make sure yk? If there's anyone who does musi... » Continue Reading
So, I ended up not having BP exactly, but ADHD, BPD, OCD, and PTSD (may have DID). Even tho I collect mental diagnoses like infinity stones, I've been in therapy for a while and I've been doing a lot better. Now I'm feeling "empty", but that doesn't make me sad or mad, I just describe my days as "normal" and even tho it hurts sometimes I just go through my day painting, doing homework, playing gui... » Continue Reading
Okay, so look, I seriously don't know what to do. I feel so sad and I'm thinking so much about suicide and I have been crying every night, I mostly don't eat anymore because I just don't have the appetite and I'm trying to put so much effort into school. I suffer from bipolar disorder, anxiety, and depression since 12 years old. The thing I wanted to say with this is that, take care of your loved ... » Continue Reading