please

Okay, so look, I seriously don't know what to do. I feel so sad and I'm thinking so much about suicide and I have been crying every night, I mostly don't eat anymore because I just don't have the appetite and I'm trying to put so much effort into school. I suffer from bipolar disorder, anxiety, and depression since 12 years old. The thing I wanted to say with this is that, take care of your loved ones or families, because being suicidal isn't always a sad face, it could be a happy face and make you think nothing happened with that person. I don't have people to turn to and I've tried so hard to get better, so don't let someone you love go through it alone, okay? You'll probably take this as a joke or not, but seriously, take care of your loved ones because you don't know what they're always feeling, or maybe you do so, try to help them through it. Don't leave them alone.