Welp (update after one year)

So, I ended up not having BP exactly, but ADHD, BPD, OCD, and PTSD (may have DID). Even tho I collect mental diagnoses like infinity stones, I've been in therapy for a while and I've been doing a lot better. Now I'm feeling "empty", but that doesn't make me sad or mad, I just describe my days as "normal" and even tho it hurts sometimes I just go through my day painting, doing homework, playing guitar, gaming, etc... (I have a lot of hobbies); My dating life is HORRRRRRRIBLE, dating is impossible nowadays (well, not impossible, but it's hard finding a good person.) 

I just wanna say, if you ever need a person to talk to, I'm here. If you need friends, I'm also here. And let me remind you something if you suffer from anything, you can always look for help, it really does help.