I've spent the entirety of this week depressed. I've barely left my bed. I feel pretty silly writing here but where the fuck else am I going to write. Your brain and body are designed to protect you, sometimes they even kill each other to do it. Counterproductive I know, but they don't know that. To them it's the smartest thing they've ever done. I believe that anything that can exist does exist.... » Continue Reading
I've been back home for a while but I've been too depressed to write here. spring is here which I'm happy about. I like birds and there all coming back which I love. Not surewhat else to talk about so bye have a good day » Continue Reading
Italy, Rome, 8-hour flight. I slept for most of it and watched Coraline. I'm in a hotel waiting to go on a tour. I miss my cat and his little face. I'm so hungry but there's not food. I have some goldfish ill eat while i watch the office. im going to take sooo many pictures. » Continue Reading
I think Incomplete is the perfect word to describe my life. I feel incomplete, my life is incomplete, my schoolwork is incomplete, my home life is incomplete, my love life is incomplete. Its just so perfect, and it sounds like its spelled. i hate when words aren't written the way the sound. even this post is » Continue Reading
so today is my birthday. I'm not that exited though. I'm not sure what's wrong but something just feels wrong you know. probably just my anxiety. I'm going on vacation, so I'll keep yall updated even though I'm sure no one cares lol. » Continue Reading
Im soooo fucking tired. I havent been sleeping well and ive been having really weird dreams. I feel like something bad is coming but i hope not. » Continue Reading