I am not going to my therapy appointment today. I don't think I will go back, it does not seem useful to me. Anyway, I start my first day at my new job later on today. I am very happy to be receiving money again. If only I could get paid for being on my phone. » Continue Reading
I have a plan that likely cannot be initiated until the summer of 2025, but I am excited for it. If it does not work, then I will carry out with my original plan like I should have. Other than that, a lot of things happened, but I don't really feel like explaining it right now. » Continue Reading
I am a bad person, especially to my wife. I imagine soon she will leave me. I am not doing it to her, I am doing it to me. It's unfortunate how affecting myself affects others but I cannot stop it. » Continue Reading
It's been awhile. I meant to write on here sooner but Spacehey was down constantly, it seemed, any time I tried using it but apparently the website fixed itself. Anyway, while most people were getting ready for the second semester of the school year, I was busy sitting doing fuck all in a psych ward. Most pathetic hospital visit of my life. The only good thing to come from it was meeting this 25 y... » Continue Reading
The new semester starts soon and I'm really looking forward to staying inside again. Second semester is always boring and usually the longest as a result, so I'm just hoping to sleep away the days, for the most part. Most of all, I hope to see my friends' again since I know after this semester, I will likely not interact with them again. Not because it's anything against them, personally, I just d... » Continue Reading
I ended up scrubbing, to the best of my ability, all traces of my digital footprint -- which doesn't really matter as I don't think many people will remember or notice anyway. I was asked what I am running away from by doing this and I think I have concluded that the answer is myself. I hate the image I have presented, I hate how I spiraled and made it public. I didn't ask for it to be a spectacle... » Continue Reading
Hello, It is almost 3 hours past the New Year and I am happy. I have been talking to PB for the past few days, she is someone I can only describe as being my God given best friend. I've known her since I was 13, but there was an incident that happened when I was 16-17 and we stopped talking since until now. I forgot how much I missed her. It doesn't matter, though, as she is back in my life and en... » Continue Reading
Hello, I'm Vex. I made this account 2 years ago and never used it until now. Part of my 2024 resolution is to start journaling, and I really dislike writing by hand, so I thought using this account for that purpose would be good enough. I'm a college sophomore majoring in Political Science and International Relations/Studies, I hope to become a criminal defense lawyer, but that is more of a dream ... » Continue Reading