I give up. I’m so tired. No matter what I do it’s going to be in vain. I’m so tired of trying to help. What’s the point if they won’t even listen. I just want to become mute and never have to speak again. I want to be a ghost so I don’t have to deal with people who cannot understand or try to. » Continue Reading
i feel so hungry but i cant eat. i want to eat but my body wont let me. im so hungry. but i get so full i feel like im going to hurl. but im so hungry. i lay awake at night in hunger. but i cant eat. » Continue Reading
Sometimes I feel like I'm not real even though I know I'm real, it's weird. People see me interact with me, but they never see me, they see the ideal version they painted of me. I feel so empty at the end. I don't know. My life is like a cycle I can't get out of, no matter how hard I try. » Continue Reading