I hate you

uh okay. Of course I don't want to reply to you after you spouted absolute bullshit to me.  But I guess if you want me to be truthful I will and I'm going to be bitter on how I deliver it. Frist of all who gave you the right to say how you treated me wasn't bad and decide how I felt about this?  What do you mean you're going to say "I'm not going to be petty or civil about this" and say it wasn't you intention to be rude or aggressive?  I'm pretty sure I told you many time before I don't really say shit because in the past I was normally brushed off.  I put on Instagram for no one (like to everyone I know) to NOT talk to me, because I need time to actually say the things I need to say.  But I guess that just to complex for you to understand that and that you need to become genius to figure that out.  You starting saying shit that I was being petty and say "are we deadhuz"?? just made me even more frustrated.  Don't say that you don't want to invalidate my feeling when you're saying shit like that.  Every time I try to interact with anyone but you when we were on call you just go silent or just start being a absolute jerk to me.  Okay my bad for trying to interact with other people besides you?  Most of the time when I try get into something new, you also become a jerk.  It felt like I couldn't even talk about the things I like.  You can't just expect me to be the same person forever.  I thought you would be different, that I could actually talk about something I liked without the fear of being judged.  I don't care if you're joking or not but I don't think anyone wants to be followed into a game and start being yelled at for not playing a god damn game with you to the point that EVERYONE in that sever had to leave.  I think it's common sense on what is appropriate to do and what not, like publicly belittling someone.  But I guess you lack that in your big ol' age (and proper grammar apparently).  But I wouldn't tell you this because I worried that it might set you off to do something stupid, like trying to kill yourself with a Chromebook charger.  Seriously?  You keep on saying on how much I made your life better, I was flattered back then but now it just felt like a leash to stay with you, even if it was unintentional. There is so much more but at this point it useless.  But I guess the year I've been with you, I didn't care, I only did it because I had a year to waste away.  I guess I didn't care when you tried to choke on a charger.  I guess I didn't care when I heard that your mom went into a mental hospital.  I guess I didn't care when you were going through tough stuff.  I guess I didn't care that you were a friend I though I could trust.  I guess I don't care that you want to kill yourself.  I don't care I guess.  I hope I never have to meet a person like you ever again.   I don't even know if you're going to even find this, but I guess I don't really care.