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starting at: 1:34 am sitting in: the dark, my bed listening to: Berlin is Burning!!! electroclash mix from miss kittin. and now a different one by CHTRMX starting to: read Dreadnought by Gretchen Felker Martin, but i've just read the first page or so. i was excited to see she had books up for free (though you can pay), i didn't know until today. i've been biting my nails (figurat » Continue Reading
the fire almost caught my fingers today. every time it chases me and usually, i am faster but tonight she was hungry and quick and so am i so see you tomorrow. singe me next time so i can rub my fingers together and feel the black ash of an equal » Continue Reading