Im going to be honest, I have no idea what to say Iv been in this new home for 9 months all by myself, and im chasing my own tail into the grave. I spend my money keeping my head above water. I dont go out to eat, I dont have friends, I hardly go online anymore. I stay in bed and rot, because just making enough money to own my own apartment is enough to drain me. There is no getting out of this. I... » Continue Reading
SO UH,,,, TO SAY IM FEELING THAT POST-SCHOOL DEPRESSION IS A BIT OF AN UNDERSTATEMENT BECAUSE HAHA YEAH IM FEELING IT ALRIGHT Probably why iv been on here so much but, tbh Spacehey is probably more healthy then something like Twitter since my face is not being BLASTED by notification and I actually have to » Continue Reading
UGHHHHH It feels like my braiinnnnns melting out of my SKULLLLLLL I told myself "Im gonna take a two week break!" and a week in I said "Actually this suck I want to study" and my brain said "NOPE You wanted a two week break so a two week break is what your gonna fucken get" and now m » Continue Reading
I always feel this kinda... Really deep sadness at night. Not sure if its cuz im just a daytime person, or if its something biological. This happens to others, but, none of my friends. Even my mental and physical health gets so much worse once the day is over. Im not as bad, mentally, as I once was, but night still feels lone » Continue Reading