i can't stop feeling this thing or habit that i ve adapted that i'm in public eye all the time, every time i act do things always thhought comes in mind like how would i ve reacted i ve done like this there etc.. i been year since i ve started to feel like i always try my best to like not get drownn in thoes scenarioes but it's hard to comeout once u get in, idk if this is being extemly self conci... » Continue Reading
hmmm thinking i'll be happy if i keep foucosing on goal was never truth, but people did achived it tho and my n self is made to fit in society's view after all, ha i forgot happiness is something my life is not allowed to ve until it's with my love, only they are the people i desever to smile in front of. every day is just me realizing why i need to leave this house asap, well nothing much to rant... » Continue Reading