top artists: 1. 100 gecs 2. three days grace 3. mcr 4. title fight 5. la dispute top songs: 1. dumbest girl alive - 100 gecs 2. quicksand - the story so far 3. i am machine - three days grace 4. never too late - three days grace 5. such small hands - la di » Continue Reading
easy to forget that i'm still worth something even while i'm not being "productive" by our society's, or even my own, standards. my contribution of being here never feels like enough. so much is blocking me from finding whatever needs to be fixed. i think i'm in the way. » Continue Reading
finally started rewatching the walking dead after putting it off until it gets closer to fall. it's not as cold and decayed outside as i'd prefer, but it's getting there. i've been watching this show since the night it aired, and every time i come back i find something new. right now i'm on season 2 episode 1, " What Lies Ahead ." as they're searching for sophia in the forest along the highway, th... » Continue Reading
i applied to be a bartender at a restaurant near me and i hope i can get an interview i need a job so bad and bartending sounds fucking awesome » Continue Reading
my boots just came in the mail & they're fucking epic!!!!!!! they fit me perfectly, they're so comfortable, and they're built like they could actually survive a nuclear explosion. definitely wearing these into the ground, i think they'll age beautifully. » Continue Reading
just copped the sickest military boots & they're in perfect condition!! i've been wanting a good pair of boots for years, i kept thinking about getting a pair of docs but they're expensive as fuck and i love recirculating clothes that are already out there » Continue Reading
i know too much about people on the internet. i'm sick of everyone. i don't need to know about everyone's diets, traumas, disorders, or any of that shit. seeing people desperate to monetize every aspect of their personal life is so disturbing. i understand where the desperations come from, and i wish the root problems had easy solutions. capitalism is a murder weapon. » Continue Reading
i would expect family to be the last people to feel the need to make small talk with me, but they do it the most out of anyone i've ever met. small talk isn't real, and i hate entertaining it. i wish we could all agree that there's nothing wrong with not talking. if given the choice, i would rather never speak again than have to talk just for the sake of filling the silence. » Continue Reading
saw the music video of this song for the first time and kept laughing because eddie looks like he's just lost in a field somewhere lmao (one of the best songs ever written btw) » Continue Reading