Sullen cheeks, passed down from my father, from his father, and so on. Unwashed hair, unfit, unclean, unfun, underwhelming, so, so very "un". An unfinished rhetoric, persuasive, seductive even. Grey eyes, black hair, purple ribs, red blood. An anchor of church bells encircling my heart, my mind incomprehensible, unintelligibl » Continue Reading
As you may or may not be aware, I am a very strange and abnormal individual. This has always been fine with me, but I am having a hard time leaving the house for fear of being mocked and stared at. Does anyone know of any ways to appear more "normal" and/or neurotypical? Perhaps it is internalized ableism, but regardless, I am tired of being a "creep" or "freak". I would like to be normal. Further... » Continue Reading
I have learnt over the years that my demeanor is incredibly off-putting to most other individuals. Wide, grey eyes with large dark circles and extremely dark hair do me no favours either. Perhaps it is my interest in the macabre? Or the way I avoid getting my whole set of fingerprints on any given item (holding objects between my index and thumb). Though, this also leads to most people associating... » Continue Reading