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oh my god
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its the last day of school and i feel nothing. this is horrifying » Continue Reading
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hey, my name is erika! my pronouns r she/they n im bi 14
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I will cultivate restraint. I will stop being a loudmouthed puppy that falls all over people in a frantic effort to attract them. I want desperately to be liked.
Category: Writing and Poetry
"(I remember when Nancy Colson walked me home from Scouts in Winthrop with another girl. They would always run away giggling together when I started to tell them a story. I did not understand. Bewildered, breathless, I would run after them. And then I learned that they had arranged to run away so they wouldn't have to listen to my lengthy, dull rambling.) I will cultivate restraint. I will stop be... » Continue Reading
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song! another one!
Category: Writing and Poetry
im thinking ghost story, possesion. verse in the lane of wont tell with the stacatto lyrics. maybe linking into the concept of hysteria, a madwoman. i wanna leave i wanna go i wanna get away from here (don"t you dare) I wanna run I wanna hide I've gotta go and shed my skin (i won't let you in) *babes in toyland riff* i've see » Continue Reading
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song progress!!!!!
Category: Music
ok so it's going really well! i've got a good sense of how to sing the lyrics, i'm thinking in a kind of veruca salt+babes in toyland+courtney love kind of way. and with a bunch of vocal fry, of course. and i've got the basic guitar down, mostly. it's just power chords, but F, F sharp and G in a down up rest pattern. I've also got a cool riff for the chorus, C, D, D sharp, D, D, D, A. I'm kind of ... » Continue Reading
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another godamn song
Category: Writing and Poetry
i wanna know i wanna know i wanna know i wanna know i can tell you how you hurt her i can tell you what you did I can tell you that you starved her that you severed all her limbs i wanna know i wana know i wannna know i wanna know can you tell me why » Continue Reading
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who i could have been *tw eating disorder*
Category: Writing and Poetry
what did you do to her when you sliced open my skull and placed a pretty little panopticon to insure that i'd grow up a pretty little girl well i can tell you what you did i can tell you that you stole her that you starved her that you stunted her growth I can tell you that you severed her legs a » Continue Reading
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who i could have been *tw eating disorder*
Category: Writing and Poetry
what did you do to her when you sliced open my skull and placed a pretty little panopticon to insure that i'd grow up a pretty little girl well i can tell you what you did i can tell you that you stole her that you starved her that you stunted her growth I can tell you that you severed her legs a » Continue Reading
more lyrics (song kind of part two)
Category: Music
and in your hand around my wrist, your starving, shivering stevia kiss lies a feeling i'll never forget back the i was so glad we met cause you're my x ray tell me how i'm not ok yet wait another hour wait another day i'll never be enough for you when will i be en » Continue Reading
snippets of a song
Category: Music
in your hand around my wrist in your starving, shivering stevia kiss lie something i'll never forget drinking diet decaf a+w the only kind they sold at school when you took my hand i dont think that i'll ever recover from the butterflies we felt couldn't believe i fell for you » Continue Reading
hey look song lyrics *tw ed*
Category: Music
ok so i wrote this one in the shower, will tab later. verse i remember when you first said you loved me i remember i replied with "im hungry" i remember when you told me you hated me i remember i said i was sorry I remember when i felt my whole stomach ache i remember you said you were proud I remember when i couldn't stop snarling i remember you said "not so lo » Continue Reading
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hey guys read my awful poetry
Category: Writing and Poetry
I'm sure that you've changed since then I know that I have I have no clue who you are now But if I still knew you Would i be more in love? Would i know, for sure, that you still read literature That you post your music on soundcloud, spend all your money on musical instruments That you still collect cds And wear your mom's jewelry » Continue Reading
update on lyrics lol, working on tab
Category: Music
i've got the lyrics done pretty much, but i'm new to writing tab and i don't have access to and electric guitar. I've been working with acoustic and bass, I'd also like access to a drumset or at least a digital kit, but i don't know where to find that. » Continue Reading