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hey, my name is erika! my pronouns r she/they n im bi 14

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oh my god

Category: Writing and Poetry

its the last day of school and i feel nothing. this is horrifying » Continue Reading

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I will cultivate restraint. I will stop being a loudmouthed puppy that falls all over people in a frantic effort to attract them. I want desperately to be liked.

Category: Writing and Poetry

"(I remember when Nancy Colson walked me home from Scouts in Winthrop with another girl. They would always run away giggling together when I started to tell them a story. I did not understand. Bewildered, breathless, I would run after them. And then I learned that they had arranged to run away so they wouldn't have to listen to my lengthy, dull rambling.) I will cultivate restraint. I will stop be... » Continue Reading

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song! another one!

Category: Writing and Poetry

im thinking ghost story, possesion. verse in the lane of wont tell with the stacatto lyrics. maybe linking into the concept of hysteria, a madwoman. i wanna leave i wanna go i wanna get away from here (don"t you dare) I wanna run I wanna hide I've gotta go and shed my skin (i won't let you in) *babes in toyland riff* i've seen a ghost i'm not a fool i'm not your friend *babes in toyland riff* won'... » Continue Reading

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song progress!!!!!

Category: Music

ok so it's going really well! i've got a good sense of how to sing the lyrics, i'm thinking in a kind of veruca salt+babes in toyland+courtney love kind of way. and with a bunch of vocal fry, of course. and i've got the basic guitar down, mostly. it's just power chords, but F, F sharp and G in a down up rest pattern. I've also got a cool riff for the chorus, C, D, D sharp, D, D, D, A. I'm kind of ... » Continue Reading

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another godamn song

Category: Writing and Poetry

i wanna know  i wanna know i wanna know  i wanna know   i can tell you how you hurt her i can tell you  what you did I can tell you that you starved her that you severed all her limbs i wanna know i wana know  i wannna know  i wanna know can you tell me why you did it can you tell me whats it for can tell me  why you stole her why her bones are brittle and sore  i wanna know  i wanna know i wanna ... » Continue Reading

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who i could have been *tw eating disorder*

Category: Writing and Poetry

what did you do to her when you sliced open my skull and placed a pretty little panopticon to insure that i'd grow up a pretty little girl well i can tell you what you did i can tell you that you stole her that you starved her that you stunted her growth I can tell you  that you severed her legs and her arms and her head that her limbs are no longer hers I can tell you  that you drained the iron f... » Continue Reading

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who i could have been *tw eating disorder*

Category: Writing and Poetry

what did you do to her when you sliced open my skull and placed a pretty little panopticon to insure that i'd grow up a pretty little girl well i can tell you what you did i can tell you that you stole her that you starved her that you stunted her growth I can tell you  that you severed her legs and her arms and her head that her limbs are no longer hers I can tell you  that you drained the iron f... » Continue Reading

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more lyrics (song kind of part two)

Category: Music

and in your hand around my wrist, your starving, shivering stevia kiss lies a feeling i'll never forget back the i was so glad we met cause you're my x ray tell me how i'm not ok yet wait another hour wait another day  i'll never be enough for you when will i be enough for you  cause you're my mirror tell me what you wanna hear i never should have listened now i'll never be enough for me when will... » Continue Reading

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snippets of a song

Category: Music

in your hand around my wrist in your starving, shivering stevia kiss lie something i'll never forget drinking diet decaf a+w the only kind they sold at school when you took my hand i dont think that i'll ever recover  from the butterflies we felt couldn't believe i fell for you » Continue Reading

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hey look song lyrics *tw ed*

Category: Music

ok so i wrote this one in the shower, will tab later. verse i remember when you first said you loved me i remember i replied with "im hungry" i remember when you told me you hated me i remember i said i was sorry I remember when i felt my whole stomach ache i remember you said you were proud I remember when i couldn't stop snarling i remember you said "not so loud" pre chorus and though i know i s... » Continue Reading

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hey guys read my awful poetry

Category: Writing and Poetry

I'm sure that you've changed since then I know that I have I have no clue who you are now But if I still knew you Would i be more in love? Would i know, for sure, that you still read literature That you post your music on soundcloud, spend all your money on musical instruments That you still collect cds And wear your mom's jewelry And drink your coffee black, like I do That you still take jokes of... » Continue Reading

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update on lyrics lol, working on tab

Category: Music

i've got the lyrics done pretty much, but i'm new to writing tab and i don't have access to and electric guitar. I've been working with acoustic and bass, I'd also like access to a drumset or at least a digital kit, but i don't know where to find that. verse one i havent seen you in a while i havent seen you in, forever and you still might make me smile, but i dont think that we should get togethe... » Continue Reading

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