How is it possible for me to feel so young, yet so old at the same time. It feels like the time on the clock is running out, like the sand in my hourglass is running thin. But I can't even drive yet. I feel this longing for a time I wasn't even alive for, But I still feel like I don't know anything. I'm young and dumb but I have nothing to do with it. I don't have any mistakes to make. I learned ... » Continue Reading
I feel like just a couple weeks ago it felt like summer was going by so slowly and now its already practically august. Like wtf? when did that happen? like I start the school year in less than a month. its weird. time is weird. like wdym I'm gonna be a junior? like that's so freaky. in the immortal words of modern baseball "the future freaks me out". also Im taking 2 AP classes this year. so that'... » Continue Reading
god I always forget how miserable summer break is. It'd be fine if I had ya know, more than two friends, or a car, or money. But I got nothin. And my area specifically sucks cause we're too far from any big city for there to be anything in walking distance. Christ, even the library is a 45 minute walk. The closest public beach is like an hour and a half walk. We live next to a lake for fucks sake!... » Continue Reading
I know no one's actually gonna read this but idc this shit's mostly just for myself anyway. but yeah i'm officially on summer break yippee!!! Finals were alright. Chem was ROUGH though, I got a D on the final and I was literally the only one in the room it was so awkward. Luckily I still passed the class though. I did good on my other ones though. PLUS I got advanced scores on my state testing so ... » Continue Reading