hourglass

How is it possible for me to feel so young,

yet so old at the same time.

It feels like the time on the clock is running out, 

like the sand in my hourglass is running thin.

But I can't even drive yet.

I feel this longing for a time I wasn't even alive for,

But I still feel like I don't know anything.

I'm young and dumb but I have nothing to do with it.

I don't have any mistakes to make.

I learned all my lessons too early.

am I even living a life?