NAHHH MY ASS GOT IN A CAR WRECk obvbs im ok but im never getting in a car again what the fuck bro june is CURSED for me i swear lol anyways im back !!! hope everyone has been well today was okay :) » Continue Reading
im already sick of this year to be honest life has left me feeling disappointed for quite a while actually i dont really remember the last time i was happy for more than a short period of time it hurts a bit but theres nothing i can really do but go through the motions and hope it gets better » Continue Reading
hiiii im back again been falling behind in school, been falling behind emotionally too, i think im reverting back to how i used to be mentally and its really bad but im gonna keep it vague, im just stressed out idk what to do, i wanna talk to friends about it but everyone has their own problems and i dont wanna ad » Continue Reading
hi, its been a while again im sorry sometimes i go through periods of loneliness where it feels like everyone is just getting closer and closer but im like, stuck just stagnant, and they drift farther away from me and theres nothing i can do to stop it or like everybody in the wo » Continue Reading
sometimes i wonder if this all really means anything. i mean, im sure it does to an extent, but not really when you think about it. memories people have of you fade pretty fast anyways so is it really worth it to worry so much about every little thing? i dunno. either way i still have that anxiety so whether or not it actually means anything doesnt really matter to me. i think i f » Continue Reading
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! cheers to not fucking it up as bad as the last one it was pretty shitty new years but a friend of mine started talking to me again so it actually turned out okay in the end!! im really happy honestly it was really bad and then he showed up and im the happiest ive been all month. happy new » Continue Reading
hi guys!!! its been a while lol i'm honestly really bored, school and everything has been kicking my ass :[ idk what to really do when i have free time other than sleep until i cant anymore lmao but it hasnt been terrible, i' m just » Continue Reading
✿-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------✿ Today was okay. Reconnected with an old friend I stopped talking to for a while. I needed to get better without him and he needed to DO better to be back in my life. We both succeeded and now we can be friends again and it's been nice. Really tired recently - can » Continue Reading