1-17-24 ✿

sometimes i wonder if this all really means anything. i mean, im sure it does to an extent, but not really when you think about it. 

memories people have of you fade pretty fast anyways so is it really worth it to worry so much about every little thing? i dunno. either way i still have that anxiety so whether or not it actually means anything doesnt really matter to me. 

i think i fucked up pretty bad w/ some friends of mine because it feels like im an afterthought to them? and i just decided today that id make it known that i felt that way and they kinda just treated me as if i was mad for no reason? idk

but im sure itll all be okay ✿