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sleepover-prince
"duke of handsomeness"
MIKEY 16 † 07 uk
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ripping the flesh / melting the skin
Category: Blogging
"Imperfection is the route to lasting longer. It’s the flaws that attract our attention. Absolute perfection is boring: there’s nothing to examine, nothing to discover. This is true for perfect beauty or the perfect government or the perfect anything – we need the flaws. They make us stronger, keep us alive. This, of course, is assuming that the imperfections aren’t grave enough to » Continue Reading
chic-a-cherry-cola
Category: Blogging
im terminally addicted to fucking myself over. leave the door open and let them in. i don't like sleeping because i hate waking up. i have the worst suspension of disbelief; i can't ever forget reality. no matter how much i want to. (ireallyfuckingwantto) - sliver of the base of my spine » Continue Reading
licked cuts closed
Category: Blogging
"i've seen wounds that look better than this friendship ever did" you're a laceration on the brink of healing, scabbed over and scar fading out. i allow myself to believe it's finally over. but then when you unseam, falling apart in such a violently pathetic and shameful way, over and over again - i get cruelly reminded. it's fucking placebo. » Continue Reading
https://youtu.be/vZa0Yh6e7dw
Category: Blogging
guts theme is ingrained into my brain and i can't stop hitting repeat. it's my sole salvation. i've never felt worse then this. can i even call it rock bottom if i keep digging myself further underground? "i envy the comatose. i admire the bedridden." i am addicted to the way i keep losing. » Continue Reading
fruit brute
Category: Blogging
"but i am not a closer and never will be, i cant get my mind to shut off long enough to make moves" ('irreparably false' vs 'irreparably true') » Continue Reading
KOMM, SÜSSER TOD
Category: Blogging
to myself: i know, i know i've let you down i've been a fool to myself i thought that i could live for no one else but now, through all the hurt and pain it's time for me to respect the ones you love mean more than anything (nothing) so with sadness in my heart i feel the best thing i could do is end it all and leave forever » Continue Reading
our hearts beat for the diehards
Category: Blogging
i've been thinking a lot about how supposedly, when you're thinking of someone you know, they're probably thinking about you too. what fucking bullshit. 'no one ever thinks of you as much as i do, not even you' i'm thinking it must be trauma. ps. happy 15th to infinity on high. love u. » Continue Reading
punched walls
Category: Blogging
u know when ur just extremely agitated and frustrated for no reason? like u can feel the anger bubbling beneath ur skin and threatening to surface? where all ur nerves are on edge and everything feels like an electric shock? it starts to get uncomfortablely heated and u just want to fucking beat the shit out of whatevers closest to u? (for me, usually my wall or mattress) it might just be the spec... » Continue Reading
2am
Category: Blogging
"the takeoffs are the worst but the skin from your shoulder to your ear makes it all worth it." this hurts everytime like a fresh wound split open by salt. it's a new kind of pain that rips open my mind and devours it whole. i don't understand how words so unrelated to me could hurt so much but i feel like collateral damage. it's so messy and raw and a little bit brilliant. i hate (love) it. i am ... » Continue Reading
i cut off my eyelashes
Category: Blogging
they were really long and somehow made me feel dysphoric so they're gone. only the top ones though - the bottom ones are nice. my mum has taken to leaving messages on a sticky note in my lunch like "i love you x"...it hurts a lot. it's kinda the only words i get all day. still feeling the sentiment from my last post. do make sure you kiss your knuckles before you punch me in the face? please. yo... » Continue Reading
love letter to how much i wish we were never "friends"
Category: Blogging
i have so much and nothing to say to you (all). it destroys me to even think about how you must perceive me - i can't understand it and i never will because it is irreparably false. it was my birthday a week ago today; i spent it completely alone. you had a party (hanging out not at my house, for the first time ever). there you made your choice and fucking bled me to death with it. i left initia... » Continue Reading