2am

"the takeoffs are the worst but the skin from your shoulder to your ear makes it all worth it."

this hurts everytime like a fresh wound split open by salt. it's a new kind of pain that rips open my mind and devours it whole. i don't understand how words so unrelated to me could hurt so much but i feel like collateral damage. it's so messy and raw and a little bit brilliant.

i hate (love) it.